I just can't take it anymore

[james217]

James,

Are you familiar with the Full surrender prayer. Google it, look it up, I think it is time you let "God" handle this for you. Take care of your responsibilites and let go of the other stuff. It is hard I know, but you are cared about by many people and it shows great strength to acknowledge when things are more than you can bare.
I felt similar things to what you did, and to this day realize I can not handle this worlds issues without the Good Lord's guidance and grace. Peace and Prosperity, do not be hard on yourself and you are what you think.

Think of yourself as an overcomer waiting to blossom, not a victim and better days are ahead. Know he will answer your prayers, in "His" time, trust and have faith. Once you hold on to hope and faith and let go of what was or what happened, he can go to work on you and transform things in ways you can not imagine. It will be good! Peace and Prosperity to you James 217

I just googled it. I'm familiar with it. Here's the thing. Im starting to question my faith period. How can God make love and take it away? My family is totally messed up. Why would he allow that? I love my family. WHy do I have all these disabilities? Why does God allow these types of sicknesses to exist? Why? lately that's all I ask.