Hi everyone, I am really struggling today. I know I need to take a step back and put the focus and me and the kids. He has suckd me in and I have fallen for it. I am seeing signs of him coming forward through the tunnel, and I have done what I vowed I would not. I have raced ahead thinking he is further on than he is really, and I have left him behind.
I have not done anything I am not supposed too like talk about R or OW, it is all in my head. I thought he was further along the tunnel than he is and my mind has played tricks on me.
This process of MLC is painfully slow and I am seeing the 2 steps forward and one back as M&H said. I am so frustrated and feel annoyed at myself because I have allowed myself to get sucked in. I have been doing so well. I think the big leap forward I saw a month ago is the cause. It was like 5 steps for ward and one back.
