The biggest challenge in your sitch is trust. When you pursued your OM, did you belittle your H, say things that weren't true, rewrite history, etc?

What made you stop the A?

Let us know these things and it'll help to get a feel for your present sitch.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER