Thanks, yeah...I agree! I remember when I had one of those (a life) and what it felt like to love myself so I know it's possible - just gotta "get it again".

My oldest daughter (almost 15 yrs old) told me it is like I lost my "spirit" and she misses it. I lost it right around when my son was born and got post-partum depression. What a really ugly illness, it sucks the life outta you.

Gotta alot of work to do on me. I told my husband this am when he had a panic attack that I get panic too but I just don't talk about it and deal with it myself. I use my tools to help myself with it - I get the tight chest and can't breath too. He got quiet and a little surprised I think.


Me: 37
Husband: 39
Husband's Mid-life Crisis onsite: 2-3 years now
Children: ages 3, 7, & 14 1/2
"If I am here right now it's meant to be...now what?!"
"You are never to old to grow and change" :o)