He swears up and down that there is no one else but i cant shake the feeling that there is. Which makes things worse. i guess its my fault because i always tell him that he should be with someone better and maybe that is why he did,. I feel so hurt . I am scared of what the future holds. I dont know if I should try to make my outlook on life better. and just hope for the best. it is hard to post specifics because there is so much I would fill up like ten pages.
Should i just take his word when he tells me there is no one else.
Me30 H38 D6 Married for 7 years Relationship before marriage 3 years Husband is sending me on the biggest rollercoaster in the world.
