Yeah I think I was just on the soap box this morning lol! I think I am frankly feeling the frustration of being alone, lonely, the fact that I am not getting any younger, and wondering if the chance of a healthy, lasting relationship is just not in the cards for me. I know what you mean about missing the kissing, holding hands, someone telling me I am pretty. SG used to tell me I was pretty even when I cried. And I miss that. I have been on my own for almost three years now. I truly hate being single. So when I see a story like that, it pisses me off that someone would piss away what seemed to be a healthy relationship.

But you are right, BobbiJo, people are inherently selfish. *sigh* And that is one of the reasons that I am so damned scared to get back out there, no matter how lonely I am.

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..