So far I have been pretty calm and collected. That is not to say that I don't have moments where I am angry (she though never sees them). I really have accepted my role and her role in this. I know move forward with my promise...be the best I can be.
Interesting enough we agreed to fill out our financial stuff together and she appears to be much more friendly these days. My L has given a few different scenarios as it relates to the finances - all of which are not ideal. The one thing that I know is the end state of my sitch is temporary. All of this is temporary. Life changes, life moves at its own pace - life my friend is good if u let it.
Thanks for checking on me buddy.
Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans