You guys are killing me here. Thank you, Mach. I do appreciate it.
I've been known for going full on b!tch when it comes to standing up against...whatever. Unfortunately, I think I used that power against H instead of using it to fight for him.
I will use it for good. Just as soon as I stop crying. Yes, I'm crying. I'll admit it. And I need to stop. It's upsetting the kids & I have to go to work tomorrow. It's kind of hard to look like a professional who is handling her personal life well when your eyelids look like button mushrooms.
Thank you, Eric. Too bad I can't go edit the title of my thread. I'd call it, "Boy, did I eff up!" or something.
I had no idea how badly until I got here. Ugh.
formerly known as "shelbel" Me 40, stbxh 40 DSs 9, 7 & 3 M9, T10 Stbxh is a diagnosed bipolar & an addict. The end.