James,

Are you familiar with the Full surrender prayer. Google it, look it up, I think it is time you let "God" handle this for you. Take care of your responsibilites and let go of the other stuff. It is hard I know, but you are cared about by many people and it shows great strength to acknowledge when things are more than you can bare.
I felt similar things to what you did, and to this day realize I can not handle this worlds issues without the Good Lord's guidance and grace. Peace and Prosperity, do not be hard on yourself and you are what you think.

Think of yourself as an overcomer waiting to blossom, not a victim and better days are ahead. Know he will answer your prayers, in "His" time, trust and have faith. Once you hold on to hope and faith and let go of what was or what happened, he can go to work on you and transform things in ways you can not imagine. It will be good! Peace and Prosperity to you James 217


Married:10 years
D final 8/28/08 10 minutes is all it took
Life goes on and DB was no small part in growing from the Divorce!