I get it. I don't care if she gets mad anymore. I was trying to say that I want to do what it takes to try to save things and not do what it takes to push her away.
Crap, I'm not explaing it well. I have done enough in the past, begging, pleading, all the common mistakes. I have not done anything like that in months. I know I haven't been strong enough and a leader like you say to be. That's what I am trying to do. Be strong, lead, but not push her farther away.
