I am finally detached enough to accept the outcome, either way. I do want a better marriage than before and I still want it with her. If not, I am okay with it. I have tried. I just don't want to push her any further away.
Reread that.
You can't be afraid of making your wife mad. Once I learned that if my wife got angry it was a good thing then my sitch changed. She won't be pushed away if you are attractive to her. Number one thing women say over and over that is attractive is confidence.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
