Sigh. I'm feeling discouraged about even having a positive coparenting R at this point. I feel like I will have to do all the work to make that possible and I'm just so sick of everything having to come from me.
I'm feeling a mixture of empathy and repulsion towards H right now.
In terms of working on things with him, I want to focus on increasing MY comfort in our interactions. Detachment definitely helps with that.
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.
