Huge backslide on Mothers day that put me in a deep depression. I won't go into all the details, same sh$% as always.
I need help letting go!!!! Everything I do or say, I wonder what he is going to think. I can't do that anymore, I need the strength to move on with my life and that scares me.
Because of the backslide he says he is filing the D papers this week. My therapist said that is probably a good thing, because my H has been holding those over my head.
Together 16 years Married 12 years Me 36 H 34 D9 & S6 Separated 12/3/09 Confirmed A 1/25/10 Exposed A 1/26/10 H hired L, but not filed yet 1/27/10