Jasper, wow this sounds exactly like my sitch. Down to the stuff your w has said to you.
Hats off to you man, it is tough to see someone you love do this to themselves and the fact that if you would have just been given the chance you would have moved mountains for her.
Keep your head up and I'll pray for you.
I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.
Like: D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30
"Readily will I display the intestinal fortidue required to fight on..."