Not sure which way to go anymore

[Mystik]

I have two people inside me battling it out. The logical side which feels as my family does I should be over this by now and the emotional side which is still feeling very raw and wounded saying it's not ready to let go yet.

I haven't been sleeping well for awhile now, mornings are a battle to get up and going. So I'm taking this morning off of work to try and catch up on some much needed sleep.