Completely Blindsided

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Well, I went out dancing again tonight. Went with an old friend to a place I used to work... and it's fallen apart.

I was offered a job within seconds of walking through the door, and maybe this sounds a little too vindictive, but it felt nice to be able to say no to someone for a change, rather than the other way around.

We had a dance and every eye in the place turned to watch us... also nice that I can get the looks... it wasn't just my wife being beautiful that drew everyone's attention.

I'm in danger of falling into the same trap as last week, in that I have NOTHING planned for the weekend. I'm scrambling, but I only know such a small handfull of people.

At least it's not Mother's day again.

I think I'm coming down from the high a little, but at least it's fresh in my mind. I CAN feel good still. I CAN have a good day... I just need to really want it.

Nothing planned tomorrow night... but I've just gotten paid... maybe I'll find a dance class around the place somewhere.

Any suggestions from people on things to try? GAL kicking into gear.

Also, any thoughts on the ink? Do it? Leave it?

Feeling chatty in a house with sleeping parents and work the next morning isn't a great combination... but oh well. Counselor said "allow yourself to feel what you feel". Giving that a try.