just a quick reply. i really gotta spend less time on the boards.
i was reading gr8 2b alive's thread and i felt my hope meter take a nose dive.
i feel really bad for him. and i felt like i was able relate to that.
he wasn't able to meet his w's needs. it was too late. she is done and it's now over. she no longer wants to be with him.
why do i feel like i'm going to meet the same fate?
i love my h. we misread each other's LL. i think i kept showing my love by doing acts of service. which was so not his LL.
the next time i see h .. maybe i will actually muster up the courage and say hi back.
the last two times, i didn't say a word to him. i am sure he knows i am pissed off with him. i was pissed because his mother was extremely rude to me and he said she apologized to him (not to me!) and it's all good. good my arse. yet, i'm no where near that kind of rudeness and i get d-bombed?
