I do deserve the fluffy 2 x 4! I was bad!!! I couldnt help myself!

Have to read Coach's thread... I do think my H would think think think and want to be sure that he truly can commit to working things out rather than teeter totter back and forth. I know that he knows that repairing a marriage would be HUGE and he did say to me once, that he knows in order for us to ever work he would have to put me FIRST... and right now i dont think he can. he is still in his space ship with school and his life, and rght now I think the baby is first in his life... as the baby is in mine.

I dont remember if the friendship thing works with affairs... I have to go back and try to remember what threads i read... try going on peicing or reconciling...

I know that you have read The Secret, and I went on these threads weeks ago, in the effort of 'the secret' and you should too!