Sounds like she's still in the fog. It sounds kind of like how women will write their first names with the last name of the guy their interested in.
She's still detoxing from the A. IMO.
HOWEVER, you could use this to your advantage. She pretty much detailed what she sees as the ideal romantic actions. Maybe you could do the some of those things but YOUR way.
Just a thought.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.