Stamina with hope

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Thanks NNP and amd. When are you both updating?????

Snodderly, thanks for the pat on the back. Balls in the air for sure! I am doing quite well, thanks for asking. I still stay busy with my own things, and it's nice when H comes to look me up. He's home so much more now that it's an adjustment all over again. I think I have to be careful not to be too evasive at this point and make him feel like he has to chase me.

BeingMe, you may have touched on something - I obviously love my H. Sounds odd? maybe too much, and maybe he doesn't deserve it, and maybe he realized that and add that all up and how in the world does he ever come back? I think that has been a roadblock but at the same time it has been a magnet too. Many people feel like a doormat while waiting or hoping that their spouse will return, I considered myself the rock.