I am very sorry to hear of your d, but don't ever give up if that is what is in your heart. I don't know if you're a spiritual person but charlyne steinkemps web site rejoice marriage ministries is very helpful. She was d for 2 yrs and got back with her h. I hope your kids are ok. I know my issues were part of the m problems but it was not all my fault. but I don't think there is any excuse for a. But i know I have to focus on myself and my s, I can't change h. I will say a prayer for you and your family.
