if indeed you are where you say you are then not all hope is lost- you need to be ship shape if WAW wakes up...the boost in confidence and detachment will only help you...
My WAW's first A was a few months, then I busted it, her second was 3 months and fizzled...had a brief "I want my M"...lasted a day and a half, now she's on to OM3...
Again- your detachment, acceptance, and confidence are your best allies
