rysmom's story

[MrBond]

Just a quick comment and I'll jump off this thread as requested.

I admit my comments were pretty in your face and harsh, but when I see someone start sliding downhill and FAST, I felt like I had to apply the brakes.

For a minute, rysmom, you stopped thinking about your H and were just angry at me. That's fine. That's what you have to do. Keep your mind and body occupied with something else other than your H.

From my comments, look how many people have stepped up to the plate. We all offer encouragement, support and even love even though we've never met you before.

Has your C given you that? You mentioned you don't have anyone to talk to. No friends, confidantes, etc. Well that's what we've become. You've probably opened up here more than you have with anyone else in your "real" life.

So believe me when I say that we all see the strength and potential in you. The only person who doesn't believe in it...is YOU.

Again, let all the confusion, anger, hate, resentment, fear and sadness out. Let it all out until you feel nothing at all. When you're drained of all the bad emotions, start filling yourself with good ones. Joy, happiness, laughter. Out with the bad and in with the new.

We're all survivors and I'd like to be the first one to welcome you to the group.