That makes so much sense Sandi, over the last few days I am getting so many mixed signals from the W.
After the division talk I think I really had her stumped. I didn't react like I normally would and I think that really threw her. Later that night we went to the concert and as we waited for it to start she went on and on about when we would do this or tell these people. I was getting really upset but I just said "I haven't thought about that yet..." I could tell she was frustrated that I wasn't agreeing with her but I wasn't fighting her either so she would just sit back and be quiet. Then she would look around and see all these younger people Nd say things like "I feel so old" "this year I will be 29, divorced and all used up" things to try and get a reaction out of me I think. I just kind of ignored those things.
I did go and get a few beers for us but after that I just went and got them for myself and she asked if I wanted one I would say "I'm fine".
We got home and she was alittle drunk and started in with all the "you don't really care" and all that. I wanted to scream, "you have no idea how much I care!" and "do you know what I'm doing to save this M!" but I just kept quiet.
She went to bed and in the middle of the night and then again this mornig I woke up and she was cuddling me, the she would move away, then back again. It's not like we do this all the time so if was subconscious or routine.
I am so confused, of course I want any chance to be clad to my W and show her that now that I know her LL I can be such a better H and lover but I have a feeling that all the vets here are gonna say this is a bad idea at this stage of our R. Is now a good time to drop the rope and pull away? When she is intrgued again?
