Thank you. I really didnt think it would bother me, but I am feeling such a loss today. It feels like someone - or in this instance - something has died. I actually feel empty - something that I have heard about but never experienced before. (thankfuly)

The thought of not spending my life with my H is now finally hitting me. Up until this point, I havent had a chance to reflect on it, and now is seems when all is quiet I notice him missing.

I was going to send him a text acknowledging the day - but decided against it.


Me 37 years young!!
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D final 13.05.2010
Today is the first day of the rest of my life!!!
First post: D Day has arrived