Blind,

I read through your entire stitch....

this is just my .02 but I would be "unavailable" when she does call. I KNOW how hard that will be for you, but you have to start acting "as if"

Good Luck!

me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.