james, hey buddy, checking in with you. Sorry I haven't posted much in your threads lately.
I think everyone here knows exactly how you feel. Just know that you are not alone. Yes, it's damn tough at times. It does get better. Please try to stay strong. Serenity is right that you should try several churches today until you find someone that can talk to you today. If you are unable to drive then call around and I'm sure a priest or minister from a church will be able to talk to you over the phone.
I've kept up with your sitch and City Girl is giving you tremedous support. She is amazing. Continue to listen and talk with her. She is there for you and she's not going anywhere. None of us are. The people here truly care about you james.
I just wanted to let you know that we all want to help you get through this. Even if we don't always check in, we are still keeping watch and supporting you.
M 38 WAW 36 Together 19 years Married 12 years Bomb/Separated Oct. 09 I love my wife Sitch