Now I actually read your posts and I will say that you MUST learn detachment. You are pursuing him with way to much. Your expectations are way too high. You need to become more mysterious, dress to kill and unavailable to him. You need to GAL.
Start reading the links that I have given you, there are many things in your posts that are good, but there are also many things that you need to work on.
You are in the right place.
You have to start to work on YOU!
Your H is in a journey and this time is for you to work on the things that you see in the mirror.
