I don't know how long I can take this. I live with the divorce filing over my head. Recovery seems impossible.(waiting for other shoe to fall) MC pointed that out, too.
He will not listen. MC says the balance of power is akilter .sp? and for trust and recconection to grow- balance needs to be established.
He has promised to stop lying to me. (Big trust issue). Last night I found out he DID tell his mother about divorce filings. (he knows I want privacy around --not entertainment for his family-- with M)
Small lie (i thought he told her-- he denied it)
BUT IT IS STILL ANOTHER LIE. I went all panicky- He just says his way or tough [censored].
He refuses. Tells me to go "pick up my paperwork" if I don't like it. I feel like a dog.
If he has decided to go- why the h$ll does not he GO? This is torture.
