Got to hear on the way home (yes, I drove the both of us) that she still loves me and that I was everything that she wanted. I rubbed her back as she cried.
This is a tough moment in your life. Possibly the most difficult so far. I hope that what she says does not make it that more confusing for you.
One thing to hold high is that you gave it your best shot. You did the best you could. But, a person can only be a man on a yoyo string for so long. It does take two dedicated people to make a strong relationship.
Strength and Honor
BTW... Mine wanted another chance a week before the D was final.