Hey nm, Yes I feel detached for the most part. Maybe I have repressed or put aside a lot of stuff to deal with later. Going dark for a few months REALLY helped me step away.
I expect that he will either ask to come home or ask for a D one of these days. He may be holding off on the D b/c he found out I could get the house, half the property, 30% of his gross income, plus child support! He maybe holding off on Breaking up w/ OW b/c I suspect he promised her 6 months. Well, I could go on and on w/ these maybes. Then I think...whatever. I am actually beginning yo like my life as it is!
H only called twice today. Both times to tell me how to handle DD18 and breaking her lease. I told him I will handle it. (In his "world" all the characters are supposed to follow his script)
He did say we talk to much about kid and house issues, "bad stuff and problems" and he wanted to tell me a funny story. He went on to tell me about a guy on a motorcycle, going down the freeway. He wasn't wearing his gages so his earlobes were flapping away like Dumbo. I had to laugh at the picture.
The "difference" is feeling like cake-eating. I don't feel like a doormat but like I am making him too comfortable.
That doesn't mean I do not have hope.
"If you strike me down, I will become more powerful than you can possibly imagine!" 1st thread
