I just can't take it anymore

[james217]

James, you were the 1st one on this forum to offer support to me. Ya know, it really made me feel good to get a response to a thread most would consider quite toxic.

I want to thank you for that. But man I know you can pull it together your 32 yrs old with so much life to live, i was feeling prob almost the same way because my W and I have had some very turbulent arguments that led to much craziness, but now that I am away from her and I have upped my Anti-ds i tell ya I wonder maybe if I had been depressed for many months and just didnt know it.

Maybe you could get some anti-d from your dr or some xanex or something to calm your nerves friend.

It will get better James I promise you that. Just know that you have to take it a step at a time, and realize that total strangers on this board care about you enough to not want you to do anything stupid.

I hope you come to a peaceful resolve with your W, kids, and yourself most importantly.

I hope so man. WAW was supposed to get antidepressants and have I.C. today.

I'm trying to do that for me. Hopefully the anti ds will mellow me out and help me from getting so upset and depressed.

There's just so much hurt and anger and frustration between us. I wish she would go to counseling with me.

thanks for the reply knight. I really appreciate it

I appreciate all the replies and kind words today.

I'm still very very sad. I miss WAW I miss my family. I wish this madness could stop and we just be happy.