Well here I am now. Moved over from DBD

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This morning I sat down and watched the DVD I had made. It is basically a copy of and old VHS tape.

I now wish I had not watched it. It hurt like hell. I guess I am a glutton for punishment but I was looking for evidence of my old wife. The one that loved me etc. I still have about 7 more VHS tapes to convert to DVD so they can be preserved for me and my Son.

I felt like crap for the rest of the day and still do. I just want my FAMILY BACK! But I know I cant have that.

Question: Should I go ahead and mail her copy of the DVD to her or would this still be persueing?

I wanted her to see what our marriage was like and remind her of what she threw away by watching the video. Should I just forget about it or drop it in the mail to her? Advice?