Romeo,
Originally Posted By: StupidRomeo
Any advice from the wise?
I'm not wiseor I wouldn't have wound up on this Board, but I think you're over-thinking, over-parsing, over analyzing.
Back off a bit. Let go.
fwiw.

Gardener

"My soul, be satisfied with flowers,
With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them
In the one garden you may call your own."
Cyrano deBergerac