I just can't take it anymore

[knightinneed]

James, you were the 1st one on this forum to offer support to me. Ya know, it really made me feel good to get a response to a thread most would consider quite toxic.

I want to thank you for that. But man I know you can pull it together your 32 yrs old with so much life to live, i was feeling prob almost the same way because my W and I have had some very turbulent arguments that led to much craziness, but now that I am away from her and I have upped my Anti-ds i tell ya I wonder maybe if I had been depressed for many months and just didnt know it.

Maybe you could get some anti-d from your dr or some xanex or something to calm your nerves friend.

It will get better James I promise you that. Just know that you have to take it a step at a time, and realize that total strangers on this board care about you enough to not want you to do anything stupid.

I hope you come to a peaceful resolve with your W, kids, and yourself most importantly.