Not sure which way to go anymore

[Mystik]

You make good points, Abbey. I think I am going to have to give on this one and save the fight for the real battle which is when t-ball is over and I propose the change of visitation to every Wednesday and every other weekend in preparation for the changes DS will be having in his life when he goes into first grade and will be having homework every night.

H does come alone to drop off DS, he knows it's very hard for me to see his tramp and her son, and hopefully he is also intelligent enough to not bring her to any of DS's games. I can't even attempt to go near where H lives, last time I did I had a full-blown panic attack. Was not a fun experience. As recently as Christmas he tried to get me to go there and I started having another attack.