feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

OT - let me burst your bubble lol my very cold soon to be X husband did not want the bottle we bought on a lovely trip to Napa Valley for memories. He wanted it because it's good. Sad but true. If he cared about memories he'd be asking me about pictures and there was none of that.

Gardener - not his fault for the paralegal mix up - it was a mistake. Yeah, you're right this was all his choice. I gave him a tv a small computer and his things. Oh and I was so nice to give a phone charger. The drunk a** probably left his in a hotel room somewhere. I was regretting giving him one. He is so nasty towards me why do I care to be nice to him? He has ignored every text and almost every email so what is wrong with me?

Flow - yeah...not my problem anymore huh? he will now know how he took his wife for granted when no one is there for him like I was. Oh well like Gard says = consequences.

CG - one big hug to a very good friend.

I actually am feeling ok today. I don't have that awful sad feeling so I'm good. I've gotten a lot accomplished today. I feel tired...a little weak/worn out so I'm gonna chill for the rest of the evening. I will watch some tv with my babies...I just love those guys.

Thanks guys for being here.

Luv