How are you? I read about your "meltdown". It is an emotional process, so I think that was to be expected.
So, not to sound maudlin at all but there is a song I hear o the radio often . The words go something like
"Oh, I've been traveling down this road too long. I keep trying to find my way back home. But the old me's dead and gone.Dead and gone."
Life as many of the people on this Board know it may be dead and gone. But a "new" life is just starting. And there is something positive to be said about a "new" anything. It is a fresh chance to get it right, not to be jaded, to do things differently having learnt from life's experiences. We can all find our way "back home" - back to the core of being ourselves whether that is with our old S or not.
You have a lot of strength LFA. You have done some hard things and you are still standing tall. You are going to make it!!!
