I have good days and I have awful days and if you don't believe me I can point you in the direction of some of my support system who frequent the board - People who are there day and night - No matter what...
I have days where all I want to do is cut however I don't...
I choose to not allow my circumstances to define me...
I choose to win - Regardless of what is going on around me..
It isn't easy and I would never tell you it is going to be easy...
However each day becomes a little more bearable...My Faith has been tested as well as my beliefs and I am not embarrassed to admit it...
I came here with zero self-worth, zero self-respect and zero self-integrity...
I was the quintessential doormat and I still am at times...It is a work in progress however you have to make the decision to do the work...
For you and no one else.
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
