So went out with H Friday in new Jeep. Had a good night although both of us were tired. Enjoy what time we are spending together. It is just difficult not to want try and ask him to come back to our bed but I wont. Also difficult to detach when he calls me babe and such. Also, he "accidently" told me he loved me on the phone. I think he realized after the fact but I did not tell him I loved him back. H went and got a tatoo on Sunday. I tried my best to be supportive sounding even though I really think it is ugly and horrible. But hey its not my body right?
Now, I had a great Mother's Day and spent part of the day with my Grand Mother and later with my Mother and Sister and of course my D. It was a good weekend all in all have lost 10 lbs half way to my short term goal of 20 lbs. Very Very excited about that. H and I will be working out some starting tonight. I consider all these things to be good for connecting with each other but still have to work more on detaching, however it is getting better with each passing day.