Let's work on this forum first. I am not going to help you with the steps... we are going to work together since I have to do them also. I honestly can't listen to all this *stuff* you have been posting all day. I work too hard to not go back to the "dark place" and I won't allow myself to be surrounded by triggers that aren't helpful to me.

Sorry if that sounds mean but it is how it is. I think by now you know I am not full of BS and if I say I am going to do something I do it.

Only you can decide what will happen next. But if all you want to talk about is your W and your sh*t life then I don't know how we can work together. What do you think?