Yes, my H and I are back together...but it would not be the case if I had stayed in attendance at my own pity party...
It is good that you are going to school so you can get a good job...
Let me ask you this...do you believe you can get a good job? can you picture yourself on your own AND happy?
how good is the care you are providing your son if you have to call your H to tell him you need to go the hospital because you are emotionally falling apart? Do you think your son doesn't know what is going on? Is he able to look up to you or is he feeling sorry for you? can he talk to you about his problems and feelings or does he have to keep things in so he doesn't burden you more? is your son carrying some of the guilt you are spreading around?
Again, this is not meant to be mean...these are all things I had to honestly assess in my own life when my world came crashing down on me...I wouldn't have been able to move if I did not honestly looked at myself...if I couldn't stand to be around myself how could I expect others to want to be with me? and this included my children!!!
