James,

Think about it this way.

Do you realize how much hurt and despair you'd put your kids through if you did something such as ending your life?

I have felt absolutely hopeless and the pain was so unbearable at times that I wanted SOO bad to just make it go away. I had no patience at all! I wanted it nipped right away.

The one thing that got me through was thinking about my children. Thinking about how that would affect them. I may have my problems and what not, but I want to set an example for my kids. I don't want them to think that the way I (would have) handled this situation is the way THEY should.

Always remember that suicide is a permanant solution to a temporary problem.

We are here for you. hugs!


M: 32
H: 34
S:5
D: 3
D: 1
Together 11 years
Married 7
Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off)
ILYBINILWY: 08/09

"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting."
-Laura Munson