Do you realize how much hurt and despair you'd put your kids through if you did something such as ending your life?
I have felt absolutely hopeless and the pain was so unbearable at times that I wanted SOO bad to just make it go away. I had no patience at all! I wanted it nipped right away.
The one thing that got me through was thinking about my children. Thinking about how that would affect them. I may have my problems and what not, but I want to set an example for my kids. I don't want them to think that the way I (would have) handled this situation is the way THEY should.
Always remember that suicide is a permanant solution to a temporary problem.
We are here for you. hugs!
M: 32 H: 34 S:5 D: 3 D: 1 Together 11 years Married 7 Bomb: PA/EA 8/13/09 (for 1 year on and off) ILYBINILWY: 08/09
"The end of suffering happens with the end of wanting." -Laura Munson