I think you are right. I was so tentative when we first started talking again. Then I just let myself feel. I didn't think jealousy/insecurity would be some of those feelings. Now that has come up, I wonder if it isn't some sort of residual emotions from being cheated on.
Being forced to step back due to the timing of all this does hurt because I put myself out there. It sort of feels like rejection again. These are issues I need to work through and thankfully, I have the time to do that.
Really I feel it is so important to stress these are MY issues.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory