The light at the end of the tunnel

[kjensen]

Hi Grace,
Not yet. Alot of it is places I'd like to travel-so right now thats a future plan since finances are tight with the divorce not yet final. I guess, I think its helping me look forward and create new hopes/dreams...

I've made a new, good friend in my class. He is going through the same thing as me- his divorce was final a few weeks ago. Its just interesting to share, in person, the experiences we've been through the last few years.

Its all a platonic friendship since there is no dating within the class and I'm not yet officially divorced, but my friend and I can easily talk for hours sometimes.

H came by yesterday to pick up some dishes for his condo and said he was mad that I was talking to some guy for 3 hours late at night-he thought it was creepy. H had accessed the electronic record of our home landline calls (via comcast) and must've looked up who the phone number belonged to(my new friend) that I spoke to for 3 hours... I said it was a friend I had made and I had nothing to be ashamed or embarrassed about. I didn't say anything more...What a nice Mother's day wish! :-)

H called later to wish me a Happy Mother's day-left a voicemail. Today I spoke with him to let him know D12 is home sick and he then made a brief apology...

Its more apparent that the more I'm moving on and detaching the weirder and more erratic H's behavior seems to get. I really am not looking back or hoping that this marriage will be "saved". H is so very passive aggressive and angry alot of the time..I don't need to keep living in that environment. I feel bad for H, but there is nothing I can do for him now.