Im having a really bad day!!!! I dont know how much longer i can keep going with H living so far away and only seeing once per week(our arrangement). I know that I am not going to contact him this week- i want him to come to me- via email or chat or whatever. The past two months have felt weird and good at the same time-his timeline is september-he says he wants a deadline so we are both not wasting anymore time if things arent going to work out.....I am wondering if i should call the DB counselors. I have not talked to any counselors since this started- I dont know what i would say if i did. H treats me like a friend the whole ILYBNILY story-
me- 36 years old H- 38 Together 15 married 12 1/2 Separated 3/5/2010 NO PA's or EA that i know of.
