WOW...I SOOO see this exact conversation happening with my W. My thoughts are with you!!! I totally understand and would not be surprised if I hear a carbon copy of these words in the near future. Hope you are OK, I do not know how I will be able to deal with it.
But do not forget the changes you made in yourself are for YOU!!! Not her. As I have seen so many times on here, you improve yourself for that very reason. But also with the hopes that it helps in reconnecting with W. So take your changes and keep going. If you end up in a D, then take your changes and keep helping yourself. If some day you want to get into a new R, then it will help there.
Good Luck man!!!
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