I chose the one less traveled by...#29

[kat727]

Well as I have already sent it... Just feeling down I suppose, I hate the end of that "girl" time as I get just as emotional as I do at the beginning!

I knew he was going to be out of town the majority of the month, I knew his daughter was graduating and I knew his ex would be in town. He has several women that are interested in him, which is fine but hard to "see". My own insecurities hopping up. I didn't tell him that I was confused or sad though.

See I am being an idiot today.

kat

[kat727]

As far as why I want him so much, I think I answered that when I was talking to my Mom yesterday. I haven't been with someone that is "equal" to me in a long time. When I say equal I mean as in having strong personalities, having an adventuresome spirit. Sort of like recognizing yourself in someone else. Certainly doesn't happen everyday.

I think I scared myself.

kat

[Gypsy]

KAT!

It's not 'poor me' time.. it's thank goodness I'm over the tail end of an explanation point celebration.

Moping about him is like moaning that dust bunnies mate. So what? Do what you need to do to feel better.. then take care of you.

You are far too vivacious to let a man, a bean counter no less, bring you down!

*hugs*

[kat727]

OK!! All right it isn't poor me time. It is I slipped and am picking myself up time. He didn't DO anything, this was all me, overthinking. Time to back off and move forward. Maybe give my brain a rest. Oh and maybe quit reading the home page on FB.

kat

[NoCodeBlues]

Dittos to what Gyps has said.

[kat727]

The weather isn't helping. It is raining and cold. Terribly gloomy. I shouldn't have reacted the way I did. I get it. I let my imagination get the better of me. I need to lift myself up.

Honestly this is me. In a funk of my own making. K didn't do or say anything. Time to get of the dumps and move on.

kat

[MichelleLT]

My mood is definitely affected by the weather, so I understand.

(((Kat)))

[mishka422]

At a girl!!!!!

[kat727]

I am going to a movie tonight if I can get out of here fast enough. The boys want to take me. That is one way to get in a better mood.

[kat727]

My horoscope today:

During this time you probably feel hurt, offended or ignored and therefore you have withdrawn into yourself, and do not allow anyone to get really close to you. At the same time, though, deep down you want to participate, enjoy life, love and be loved. Nevertheless, you should not expect too much of yourself in this respect. You probably need seclusion or a withdrawal to get over everything. In that case you should not bury yourself in your pain as that will not make things better. You will possibly find that the behavior of the other person was unintentional, and that your present situation mainly mirrors your own sensitivity.