I understand exactly what you mean about wanting to be true to what you are feeling! That makes sense.
Cookie magazine is a classy baby-kid magazine right? I was excited at first and thought it was about baking! lol!
me,34 exH,34 S,16 months S:3/31/09-left for OW started DBing 10/09 d final: sometime 10/10 current: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2022856&page=1 met in 2004