HDWife trying for happier life

[HDwife]

I saw avatar last night. Fabulously trite. I wonder if things would be better or worse between my marital legs if I had a funky ponytail to plug into and "see" the other side of the equation more clearly.

Am on the low down of the cycle - been almost 2weeks since last romp. All I asked for on mothers day was a card/sex from my dh. Of course I got neither, probably because I asked. Sigh. Double sigh.

Trying to count my blessings... We are alive and healthy, right? I don't have to visit roadside graves to maintain flower shrines. I get pancakes and a cafe au lait just as I like for breakfast and a nice dinner out followed by a movie with cuddling on the couch. Why am not more thankful?

Because all i wanted for mothers day was to practice how I became a mother and since that didn't happen, it eclipses everything else.

Aaaaarrrrgggg.